Wednesday, June 23, 2010
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there are times like this...
when i feel very lonely and i really want to see you...
at time like this...
i realise that..life is for us to share..
at time like this...
i know that..you will never come to sit beside me and say that you miss me too...
why are there time like this
when i realise that one day this love will fade away..because i know nothing lasts forever....
why at time like this..
i feel like i should forget you and move on....
and at times like this...
i know that..this love is a precious gift for me and you...
this love should be nurtured and taken care off...
this love is undoubtful and unconditional...
this is the love that i put my faith on it...
this is the love that i will keep as long i live....
when i close my eyes...i dreamed...
about having by my side...
to say that i really miss you..
but....
when i open my eyes..
i can only feel my tears...
tears of being left alone...
tears of not having the chance to say goodbye...
im feeling all mixed up...
from not having the chance to say the truth...
and having to face the reality....
truthfully...sometimes i don't understand myself....
i can be the loudest people you've ever met..
yet inside of me is a lonely girl...
i think im the kind of person who needed attention...
shit...i don't want to admit this..but the truth is..i love attention...
my envious side is DAEBAK xDD....
i hate losing...i just cannot lose...
but at times..i just don't want to fight back...
avoids myself from getting hurt...thats why i'm still a lone ranger... :3
i never choose my friends..i love all of them...but...i am so random that i pity them..all the time..
sometimes i get bored and i will refuse to listen...
im a bad person..sometimes i talk bad behind a person..and i don't enjoyed it that much..because i hate people who talks behind my back...
im an ELF ...i cried coz of stupid things..
love and affections really just...could make me drown in my own tears....
i miss park jungsu everyday..i dunno why...but i think i love him....
like a brother to me..i really do take him as a brother...
oppa...sa sayang kau...betul nehh..haahha....
p/s : this is just between us...
p/s/s : im sorry...
