i believe in a phrase that nothing lasts forever..i do..i really do *mengencang*...

all my life..i had many people that i admire..love and all..but it ended just like that..i've never been attach to only one thing...i've never cried over stupid unimportant things...its true that people change after sometime...

if the boys disband soon..i am definitely losing some part of me..

i can say that..ill get over it..but its going to be hard..for a year and a half..my life revolves around the boys...

so many changes..ive never been so obsessive like this..kekekeke..this part i have to just LMAO xDD..its the truth..auhh..sometimes i hate being me..i don't..really..ok..this is turning into a weird post...

huhh..anyways..these days..when i stroll around youtube..

i found many vids about super junior unhappiness..well..i knew about this all along...

i know that behind all those smiling faces..tears are just waiting to come out anytime...

i know that they're are protecting us ELF..but i really..really want them to know that...

whatever happens..with he disbanding or what so ever..i will always be an ELF..i hope so...

its so hard for me to really tell my feelings...auhh...

super junior oppadeul..one thing for sure is that..i really am happy to become part of this love..

i really am proud being an ELF when you say thanks to us for every award you guys received..

i really do feel great even after i cried seeing your teary face...

i really do love all 15 ...and i promise to wait....

i really miss kangin oppa..hankung oppa and kibum oppa..

sometimes i hate hannie because he left us all..but i will hate him more if he is not happy...

sometimes i get mad at kibum because he wanted to do acting instead of being on stage with his hyungs..but seeing him standing there on stage without any singing or rapping parts would just make me blow...

i hate the fact that kangin choose to go to the army...but i know he is doing it for the sake of being a beter person....

i know that teuk and chul are thinking off entering the army next year..i know that others will join them very soon after that..how i wish they'd just enter the army together at the same time..and come out at the same time..that way they'll be together again..do they even think of this idea???or they just cannot do this....

sighs..so many things i wanted to say...i just don't want to see them sad and all..

why couldn't they have a better lives??or a better company...xDD..that would be awesome..xDD

its all about the cd sell..like im that freaking rich to buy the same disc...

i am not..i really cannot help them..can i??iall i can do is scream in front of the lappy..kekekeke...

im a babo ELF...i am so sorry xDD

i believe in a phrase that nothing lasts forever..i do..i really do *mengencang*...

all my life..i had many people that i admire..love and all..but it ended just like that..i've never been attach to only one thing...i've never cried over stupid unimportant things...its true that people change after sometime...

if the boys disband soon..i am definitely losing some part of me..

i can say that..ill get over it..but its going to be hard..for a year and a half..my life revolves around the boys...

so many changes..ive never been so obsessive like this..kekekeke..this part i have to just LMAO xDD..its the truth..auhh..sometimes i hate being me..i don't..really..ok..this is turning into a weird post...

huhh..anyways..these days..when i stroll around youtube..

i found many vids about super junior unhappiness..well..i knew about this all along...

i know that behind all those smiling faces..tears are just waiting to come out anytime...

i know that they're are protecting us ELF..but i really..really want them to know that...

whatever happens..with he disbanding or what so ever..i will always be an ELF..i hope so...

its so hard for me to really tell my feelings...auhh...

super junior oppadeul..one thing for sure is that..i really am happy to become part of this love..

i really am proud being an ELF when you say thanks to us for every award you guys received..

i really do feel great even after i cried seeing your teary face...

i really do love all 15 ...and i promise to wait....

i really miss kangin oppa..hankung oppa and kibum oppa..

sometimes i hate hannie because he left us all..but i will hate him more if he is not happy...

sometimes i get mad at kibum because he wanted to do acting instead of being on stage with his hyungs..but seeing him standing there on stage without any singing or rapping parts would just make me blow...

i hate the fact that kangin choose to go to the army...but i know he is doing it for the sake of being a beter person....

i know that teuk and chul are thinking off entering the army next year..i know that others will join them very soon after that..how i wish they'd just enter the army together at the same time..and come out at the same time..that way they'll be together again..do they even think of this idea???or they just cannot do this....

sighs..so many things i wanted to say...i just don't want to see them sad and all..

why couldn't they have a better lives??or a better company...xDD..that would be awesome..xDD

its all about the cd sell..like im that freaking rich to buy the same disc...

i am not..i really cannot help them..can i??iall i can do is scream in front of the lappy..kekekeke...

im a babo ELF...i am so sorry xDD